politics, philosophy, and other lonely musings
Why are atheists always speaking in terms of ‘deconversion’? Trying to ‘deconvert’ believers (Christians, Jews, Muslims, etc.) That’s… I don’t even know what that means. Reverting a conversion? Returning to some prior, perhaps more natural state of affairs? The implications of talking about it this way are extremely problematic.
It is not as though the person who grew up in, and currently affirms, a given tradition ever ‘converted’ to that tradition anymore than the person who grew up in a politically left household and currently identifies as someone on the left ‘converted’ to left-wing politics. In no meaningful sense did either of these individuals ‘convert’ to either of the views they hold; they were raised wrapped up in the tradition and embraced it, though perhaps not consciously or explicitly. Ask yourself this: at what discrete point did either of these people become a Christian or a left-winger? Is it even possible to point to such a moment? I certainly can’t point to any discrete moment when I suddenly realized and started affirming my belief god doesn’t exist. Nor, I think, will anyone else. (Perhaps I could specify a moment at which I became comfortable publicly labeling as an atheist or some such, but that is definitely not the same thing.) I’m not sure that there’s any period, from one moment to the next, in which the sort of monumental change required for a conversion exists. It seems either arbitrary or too short a span of time for such changes to manifest. In other words, religious conversions take place over periods of time, not in single moments we point to. It may be a moment or a thought we could point to at which we recognized or accept the change, but that discounts the prior period in which the seeds of change were planted and allowed to grow.
These sorts of fundamental-to-our-worldview beliefs are not easily changed, since they are part and parcel of the very geometry of our ethical and political world; we’re often embedded so deeply in them that they mold our thinking and acting and being in ways we don’t even consciously acknowledge or recognize. We may not even be able to truly leave them behind, after a fashion. When someone is embedded so deeply in a worldview, it won’t be the case that simply converting to a different one will sweep away all vestiges of the former one. There will still be significant ways in which the old views affect the new ones. Examples would be perhaps faltering in times of stress and returning to the prior views in unreflective moments of weakness or intuition, issues with family and friends still holding to the prior views, and even ways of thinking that one must discard or react against in light of the new worldview one holds.
Even worse is that the nonsense notion ‘atheism’ is somehow the starting point, or the fundamental view everyone starts from, in a pre-reflective or pre-theoretic sort of way (and it’s even MORE nonsense when you consider the sort of Official, Movement Sanctioned Atheism that the so-called ‘skeptical’ movement wants to support)—but I think that much of the time, this is what talk of deconversion seems to imply, or strongly suggest. Only in the most trivial and meaningless (at least, for my purposes here, now) way is it true that atheism is the default: simply in virtue that one hasn’t thought about religion or religious claims or gods, or is too young to possess the sort of cognitive abilities necessary to conceptualize a god or gods. The sort of Atheism around as a movement today, which is where talk of deconversion is to be heard, is far, far more than mere atheism. It’s a whole hodgepodge of religious, philosophical, and political beliefs. There is an entire worldview, a whole geometry of ethics and politics that one must affirm to be an Atheist today. The sort of mere atheism I have in mind would be a significant change for many, but the kind of change that Atheism has in mind is certainly far more comprehensive in its religious, ethical, and political stances. I don’t see how one can really say they are deconverting from anything, most of the time. It’s another case of Atheism attempting to set itself apart and opposed to religion theoretically, despite there not being any significant process difference from conversion to deconversion. An illusion of difference at best, and pretentious, self-aggrandizing nonsense at worst.
Nietzsche’s Thus Spoke Zarathustra is wonderful exposition of a whole new philosophy, centered around growth, development, striving; in short, around the ‘will to power.’ Zarathustra seems to be the herald of the next chapter in human moral and social development. However, I will argue that there is a significant parallel between Zarathustra and the Christianity that Nietzsche wishes to condemn—or, at the very least, reexamine. Further, I’ll argue that this parallel can be understood as simply advocating a different sort of religion, merely grounded in the material world rather than in any kind of transcendence or immaterial divinity. To bring these parallels out, I will draw distinctions with Albert Camus’ work, The Myth of Sisyphus. Finally, I conclude by advocating the Nietzschean project as not merely a goal to be attained, but as a radical transformation in the way that our lives are to be lived.
There are striking similarities between David Hume’s account of personal identity and the experiences of Camus’ character Meursault in The Stranger, and between Meursault and the universe as Camus conceives of it in The Myth of Sisyphus. First, this paper will argue that Meursault’s characterization depends upon the conception of personal identity that Hume expressed in A Treatise of Human Nature. Second, that the Humean conception of Meursault leads to a contradictory connection in Meursault’s relationship to time. Finally, this paper will argue that the resulting conception of Meursault is an allegory for the universe as Camus conceives of it.